alright,
as promise..
concert is over and done with.
i believed it was a night to remember for all sembwindians & SA.
(:
elena's solo, fangjie's solo, issac's solo & other musicians solo were breathe-gasping.
the SA were at the backstage cheering as if we were all watching soccer match and the soccer players just scored some goals.
oh well, hope the juniors enjoyed themselves last night at nanyang girls.
(:


&
this was my first time doll-ing up for a concert,
ermmmm not including the one in chinese dance then.
oh well, ivy's foundation and blusher are so freaking nice products.!
(:
the attire just simply make up like working adults ; lawyers?



&
BRANDON ONG CAME.

thanks for the brownies!!
hope you enjoy the concert..
& remember to send me photos once you book out!!
(:


& thanks yann & linn
for the roses!!
(:


anyway,
i am sleeping soon..
euro final is just so interesting that i cant afford to miss.
GERMAN & SPAIN.
i prefer a draw.
but seems that spain are hot favourites.
oh well...



photos grabbed from eewen and the band's friendster.
tada!
before concert;;

SA - Platoon 1 - Sembwinds

SA!!


ah poh!!

eeyan & iskandar..!

ivyNG..my chief librarian !

of cus my son!!


during concert ;;

current band

combine band!!!


after concert ;;


me and joeyTANG!

euphonium rawks!!

syf'o3 and syf'o5 euphonium section
reunite!

omg! yann and i were laming again, just like what we did on 10th anniversary speech day
refer to april blog entry for photo!!

our sec1 junior - shimin!



at band room..

eeyan!

lohweide!


and my euphonium juniors!!!

madeline law!

nur hamizah!

and the lead solo-ist for loch&mountain
cum current BAND MAJOR!
ELENA!!


dexter my ex-eupho junior.
oh well, he migrated to tuba!



and the section photos of others.

SA's cornets!
edwinleong. christinatoh. lohweide. azmil. wongdingwen.


the current and graduated cornets.


the current and graduated clarinetist
with mrs tang mr and mrs chew

current & graduated saxophonists.
faiz didnt attend nor perform cus of guard duty in camp.
ohhhhhh.


the baritone saxophon-ist!
fauzi & amir!
(did i got his name correct?)


the tenor sax-es!
eewen & rowell.


the current and graduated trombonist.



the bass!
tubist!!
muhd. nicholas. ifah. mustaqim.



love that night.



& gran's advance birthday celebration...
was mahjong-ing then.
it was a mother-daughter , father-son match.
mum, kim, uncle meng & i were playing.
oh well..
most of them came except qiang and terence.


the tigers of the family~
darylho. gran. leeweiqiang.
the civildefence. citizen. police.
opps!
the rest of the photos are with aunt faith,
shall wait for her to post them.



i am skipping contractadmin on tues to send gran off to airport.
maybe for estate lecture too.
and come only for training.
maybe..


TRAINING RESUMES TOMORROW..
woohoo!
(: (: (:

sakae sushi supper buffet with karen & sihui.
(:
i drunk with greentea as usual
& my udon chanwamushi!
and few of the kani!
(:





oh well, more to update tonight.
i am rushing for time cus' IVY NG & KOR HAVE REACHED SUNPLAZA MACDONAL.
i am going off real soon!
bye babes.
tonight will be a night to remember (:



anyway,
thanks to shuhui alicia kailing & peiru
for the wugui & tigger (:
thanks to alan jianliang & junjie
for the manutd ladies jersey!!
& YANN!
thou you didnt manage to get me the bowling precious moments figure,
but still thanks for the 2 CUPCAKES series of the precious moments (:
thanks with lots loves.
xoxo.

happy belated to bestfriend ; my evil twin brother - ROYSON EE RUI SHENG!
omggggggggggg. you turned twenty!!
22 more days and in counting, oh man!
someone's turning BOTAK!
bet i gonna miss you like nuts and cry like hell on that day.
maybe i will cry, who knows. maybe..
no more prata-ing at night whenever i'm hungry.
oh man!



happy birthday to yongxin.
17 is just another chapter of your teenage life.
one more year for you to be legal but still a minor in the law of tort.
one more year for you to watch m18 in which, M18 are cool movies!!
smile always (:




maintenance of building services lecture NOW,
but i am here blogging.
like wth right?
oh well, cus' smartME forgot to bring my BS notes today!!
rah!!



i've been mia-ing again.
school reopens.
a good thing is i didnt dread school as yet.
i am enjoying bits of it.
(:
oh well..
ADNORMAL.



auction by jones lang at amara hotel was sort-of-absent in something.
i expected something more interesting than that thou.
anyway, the AUCTION WAS FOR PFM STUDENTS TO ATTEND AS AN EXPERIENCE FOR ESTATE AGENCY TUTORIAL.
sooooooooooooooo, the whole function room was filled with potential buyers or on-lookers and including US - DPFM 3A05.
i bet the auctioneers were like thinking what on earth are this kids here!?!?


9 items were on for auction but 1 was sold before the auction commences and the other was postponed.
out of the remaining 7 items, only the one at Jalan Besar shophouse was managed to be sold under the fall of the hammer at a price of $1.83 million.
BUT IF I AM A MILLIONAIRE OR BILLIONAIRE, i will buy the unit at Orchard or the one at Sentosa Cove!!
omggggggggggg. the units on auction are so tempting to buy for and stay!
ohmytian.




oh ya,
my beloved fingers are healing!
that's a very good piece of news for myself.
if not ....
but defiant-y me went against all odds with the wound on my fingers.
RAH!
i swam that day,
i bowl that day.
defiant.




& jianliang said this the other day,
dont make anyone your priority when they only make you one of their options.
(:




july gonna be busy for me.
trust me!
in other words,
i wont be blogging often.
pardonme!



loves,
alx.
(:

handicap.
lip cuts.
toes cut
fingers cut.
i sound as if i fell down the stairs, quoted from louis.
do i?
3 different incidents, boy~




quick updates about my recent disappearance ;;

• concert rehearsal @ nanyang girls with SA and SW.
• bowling
• last saturday band prac before CONCERT!!!
• xin's birthday celebration at Kbox Kallang.
• a lazy sunday afternoon. (:

anyway,
bowl with josh & ahsiao that day at GG, and we strike as if it was for free BUT just for that game only...

as for how did i become HANDICAP, was due to bowling with josh stan colin and donric on friday, band on sat and going out with sapphire on saturday too.
oh well.......


okay, i was bowling with them when josh's spare ball was on the ground, below the blower obviously..!
so he asked me to take for him, and without realising, i took it and knock my fingers against the edge of the ball return.
&
*PAM!*
my fingers (middle & ring) bled.

till now, it is still rosy red and it hurts.
even without the ball NOW, i am doing my release, and IT STILL HURT LAHS!!



as for my lips...
i was playing the eup that day when a crack sound was heard.
spilt seconds later, i felt sharp pain man!
lips crack at such a time. a week to concert!
omgggggggggggggg.



as for my toes...
DEZIREE WONG asked me to wear heels on saturday if i am going out with them for xin's birthday. so i wore.
& bloody shyt, new heels gave me blisters!
like WTH.
RAH!


anyway,
xin's birthday @ kbox kallang.
photos do the talking please!
oh ya, sapphire all have nerd hairstyle/fringe. (:

the birthday girl & me.
the gemini-s.


huang xuewen!!



chia xinglin!
the euphoniumistS!! (:


yet another full-time gossiper of mine.



omggggggggg, that's retard.
seriously sapphire arent that retard just the hair..



we are all adjusting to fit her height.
=x




today is sunday.
and i slept through the morning.
woke up at only 1315!
omggggggggg.
mahjong with gran, aunt boye & mum.
(:
i am soooooooooooooooooo lazy today.
it was just another lazy sunday afternoon.



alright,
school starting tomorrow.
i am sooooooooooo lazy.
i have enjoy fully to the max for this holidays but i am not that willing to start school.
bloody.
and i start to wonder should i do anything to my hair.


omggggggggggggg.
josh tempted me with smashzone from brunswick.
and i am selling my 3 months old redwolf away, bet someone is smiling like hell that i sold it away..
oh well.
i need my sst soon.
and of cus CASH. i am running low with it.
oh god.



i miss my darlings.
time to meet up babes.
(:



ALX is my new name.
(: (: (:

I AM GOING NUTS AGAIN.
WITH SHEENA NG.!!
OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG.
what a early morning to lame about with my new name.
(:


it all started with joshuapang and sheenaNG last night.

me: who is teena rash jones? some bballer? (looking at sheena's msn)
jp: no.. is sheena.. pro bowlers names act together. so i am like joshua barnes simard.
sheena: haha
me: simi??
sheena: let's make one for sihui...
me: no pls. i stay as ashley xu.


so just now,
i was thinking about it again.


me: i tot of one name for myself. (:
sheena: oh? what name?
me: ashley emma xu. hahaha
sheena: emma?
me: AEX = american express (: or whatever name starts with E.
sheena: LOL WTH.
me: really.!! A_X what's the word in between? AEX? AEX = armani exchange!
sheena: AMX
me: what's tt?
sheena: dont know.LOL
me: -_- A_X
sheena: i think you crazy.
me: (so i try all the alphabets slotting into the middle one..)
sheena: LOL why must be A_X not _AX or AX_?
me: cus A stands for ashley. X stands for XU
sheena: LOL
me: (so i start slotting the 26 alphabets again to the firts slot!)
sheena: FAX! YESHH! LOL TAX!
me: OMG
sheena: hahaha
me: i tink i take TAX! haha
sheena: LOL
me: i think i take TAX! TAX! looks like taxi~ den i gt taxi to sit everyday~
sheena: WTH
me: yea man! help me think! A first or A middle.?
sheena: middle nicer
me: TAX?
sheena: yea.. haha
me: FAX?
sheena: nah
me: i think ALX is better. (looks like ALeX!)
sheena: what's with L?
me: ALX stands for A Lot of X = ALOT OF STRIKES.



oh well..

(: (: (:

was reading through sally's blog.
happened to read this recent entry of hers.
somehow, somewhat, it makes me feel like blogging.



i aint your toy.
contacting me only when you are bored or lonely or when you need a companion.
like wth/f.
ya i did say, if you are down, i am fine to lend you my listening ear too.
BUT not to this extend when by you only contact me whenever you bloody like it.




totally pissed.
i am counting the days again.
like he f-ing cares.



omggggggggggggggggg.
the song that elisha intro me a forthnight weeks ago just drilling in my head.
and making me that emo again...
Are you for real
Do you still think of me
Do you dream of me at night like i dream of you all the time



oh man
i am chocking on my own words

happy belated 15th birthday to my dear junior in band
- elena (:


happy 20th birthday to my brother
- derrickaw!!



a short little entry for tonight/morning.
donuts for brunch with royson and nicole.
a month more to royson's enlistment, like wtf can.
how am i going to live without the jokes and everything of roysonEE.
mygod.
imagine all these 6 years, you always have such a good companion by your side, regardless of your up and downfalls, he is along there with you. & 1 month before he enlist, he tells you, bestfriend, i am booking in on 18july.
OMGGGGGGGGGGG, roysonEE i am sure that i miss you man and like hell!


just came back from the 2nd day of band camp.
i did not stay in.
tomorrow is another round of rehearsal at nanyang girls.
10 more days to concert!
(: (: (:
and woots!
the tickets are selling quite fast according to eewen ; hot cross buns..
dont ask me why.
the thought of the good sale tickets remind me of selling like hot cross buns!
(: (: (:



i felt so lost tonight or maybe since yesterday or maybe since friday.
oh ya, no one need to even remind me, ya since friday`
friday ; my birthday.
lost.


someone sms-ed me tonight.
oh well, he is rather a good friend to talk to.
but he is still not of the capability for me to pour all my sorrows to, unlike to you.
somehow, somewhat, he is a friend that you disliked me to talk about most.



i made a little clarification with a good/close friend of ours a few nights ago.
close ; someone whom i used to share my sad stories with.
close ; someone who craps with you in the past and now.
good ; someone you always joke around with.
good ; you two are just like a pair of twin brothers that joke and lift the spirits up.
(:

and he said this to me,
he is like that, that's his personality. that's _ for your info.
i start to wonder how much i know you and how much i dont.



many people protrays us - good and close friends or somehow the more advance one too.
that's in their eyes about us.
but what are we then and now?



i remembered the times we shared.
the nights we were together.
the long and late hour phonechat.
the listening ear you never fail to lend me.
the hundred and thousands of messages.
the favourite things we did.
the jokes we shared.
are all gone now.


someone said something that day,
it just comes back to me that we were once like that too, once.
used to but not now.


i skipped father's day dinner with grandpa and family that sunday.
i didnt meant to, but i just sick and tired of the long waiting at the foodplace and the not-very-nice food.
and something spurred upon me then.
a month ago, we were still doing perfectly fine.
we were bubbly chatting and laughing through out the night.
but turned it around, we arent doing so now.



even sharing and doing our favourite thing together seems so different now.
no chemistry i suppose.
i felt so far from you.
now the sentence so near yet so far really applied on us both.
but 3 months ago, it was so far yet so near.
you really make me feel as if i was back in singapore by your side while i was chatting with you online in suzhou.
you make me feel so.



i just miss our late night chats, our strings of sms-es and the chemistry we lacked.
come to think of it, i had eventually prepared this day will come.
cus you are just a passerby in my life, so was i, since the day i know you.
i wasnt suppose to be in there at all. i am suppose to be with my other friends and not you and someone else.
if not for that afternoon, i wont be here blogging about us now.
whatever.



what's the point of missing you now when you arent thinking of me anymore.?



alright,
time to get to bed.
i can wake up like darn late tomorrow can!
meeting the old girls and guys 5pm at newton mrt.

happy daddy's day to all fathers.


yea,
today is father's day.
and i havent seen dad since the struck of 12midnight this morning.
when it was 12 this morning, he was already in bed.
so i thought the next morning will be a good chance for me to wish him.
but lazy me woke up at 1pm today.
needless to say, dad was off at work.
):


but i am so retarted to do anything, that i only send him a sms at evening.
i think i am still not late to wish you happy fathers' day.
when it was 12midnight, you are already on bed.
and when i woke up at 1, you left for work, so i have not seen you since then to wish you happy fathers' day. (:


and dad's reply to me was
thank you very much!
dad will always be by your side and dad loves you.
just two lines, and i felt so warm.
come to a second thought, i have indeed neglect my dad.
):


alright,
as promise,
photos!!

@ fish&co glass house with my bowlers.






with chiaxinglin & fooyongxin!!
taking photos with them makes me feel so OLD!
OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG.




at gab's 21st birthday party!
didnt take much photos.





alright,
i got to go.
mac for supper.
birdnest for desserts.
cool!
(: (: (:


somehow,
i love my family - dad&mum only.